Chapter 242 Inconvenient
“Anna,” Michael called out my name gently.
Even though I did not see his face, I could feel that he must have thought that I wanted to get back together with him.
Instantly, I let go of my hand. Compared to wanting him to stay, I did not want him to misinterpret my feelings.
I thought he would walk away. But to my surprise, he turned to me abruptly and started kissing me forcefully.
Knowing that he would have a fiancée soon, I knew I should not be doing this. But the fact was that I could no longer control myself. It was, without doubt, the first time I loved someone so humbly.
I had long gotten used to his obsessive and robust kiss, and I somehow enjoyed it.
Wrapping my arms affectionately around his neck, I closed my eyes and responded to his kiss.
He seemed extraordinarily passionate today. Maybe it was because we had separated for a long time, and he had started to miss the feel of my body.
The kiss lasted for a long time before Michael carried me into the bedroom. He placed me on the bed and began taking off my clothes.
At that moment, I recalled reading from the internet that sex was not recommended during the first three months of pregnancy, as it might cause a miscarriage. Although I had already decided to abort this baby, I was still worried about any accident that might happen.
“Michael, please stop…”
As soon as his hand started touching beneath my shirt, I grabbed it nervously, trying to stop him.
Seeing my gesture, he furrowed his eyes in discontent. “Why? Am I making you uncomfortable?”
Michael was a confident man in bed, as he knew perfectly about all the woman’s sensitive spots. Thus, he was baffled when I stopped him abruptly.
“Let’s not do that today. Okay?”
I looked him in the eyes and finally spoke after hesitated for a long while.
I knew best that he was like a crazy beast when making love. That was why I feared there was a big chance it would cause some degree of harm toward my baby.
“Anna, are you fooling around with me? Why did you tempt me just now then?”
Upon hearing what I said, his eyes blazed with rage.
He would be pissed every time I stopped him halfway, so I was not surprised by his reaction. Especially when we had not met for such a long time; I had expected him to react exactly in such a manner.
“It’s a little inconvenient for me today…”
I spoke with a meek voice while gazing at his eyes.
“Inconvenient? Why? You aren’t on your period now, right?”
Obviously, he was not satisfied with my hesitance.
“Michael, I really can’t. Let’s just chat tonight, okay?”
I grasped his arm tightly, pleading with him.
He looked utterly displeased as he spat out, “Anna, are you telling me not to touch you?”
I nodded in silence. I knew it would piss him off, but I could not tell him the real reason for my refusal.
“Fine. Since you’re not available down there, let’s use other parts then.” At that, his expression turned into anticipation.
“What do you mean?”
I looked at him in confusion, unable to comprehend his words.
“Help me with these.”
He snickered as his finger touched my lips lustfully.
I was a grown woman. Thus, I would be a fool if I still failed to understand what he meant.
“Can I use my hand?”
I stared at him awkwardly, trying to persuade him with a soft voice.
Frankly, I found it preposterous to jerk a man off with my hand, but it was way more acceptable compared to using my mouth.
“Anna, there’s no third option. Make your decision.”
Michael did not consider my suggestion at all.
My heart dropped; I knew he would not give in. But for the sake of my baby, it seemed like I had to go with my mouth.
While I was still trying to clear my thoughts, Michael had already taken off his pants.
“Michael, I…”
I was still trying to talk him out of this. But before I could finish my sentence, his hands had grabbed my head firmly.
Fortunately, seeing my struggling expression, he was still willing to slow down his pace.
I was unsure if it was too exciting for him or if he deliberately shortened the time to save my struggle, but it lasted not more than half an hour.
Upon seeing him finally satisfied, I let out a sigh of relief.
“That was good. We should have tried it long ago.”
Michael laid down and held me in his embrace, his expression beaming with delight.
He was happy, but in contrast, my heart was beyond exasperated. As he was having a great time alone, it was but such an awful experience for me.
If I knew he would behave so rudely, I would not have wanted him to stay.